So I've randomly decided I'm going to start messing more around with photoshop and creating shit like that. I've even managed to get myself in a bit of drawing which I don't do very often but heyy I have my moments.

I've also decided that I'm going to work faster to graduate earlier, to get away from Long Beach. So I'm going to try and finish the 5 classes no 6 classes I have now in about a week.

10/16/09
I've finished 3 more classes/ If I finish the 7classes I have now by November or December then I'll only have 5 more classes till I'm done. :] Yay me! L:

10/23/09
Why are teachers such asses? Seriously. I don't get why they have to be so fuckin picky about shit. if anything they should be happy that your doing work and turning it in. But no they tell you "Oh I can't find your work. Are you sure you turned it in?" Of course I turned the shit in you fucking read the paper I handed to you, you stupid fucking moron.

Hopefully I can get these 2 classes done if this teacher ever gets his fuckin head out of his ass. -_-
On the brighter side I finished another class yesterday. :]

11/13/09
Today's Friday the 13th.
This weekend I'm going to Palm Springs with my cousin and his band[PriestHood]to help work on projects for the band.
Get money today.
Trying to save money for my Aly.Rayne Tattoo. Not sure who is going to do it yet.
My Army Boy came back on the 11th and I miss him dearly. I might try and see him on Sunday if I can for a few hours. :]
I have so much going on in my life that I'm actually surprised it hasn't spun out of control. I guess that's a good thing.
Drank last night with my 'Sis's' and P-Luv and Slim. :] Thirsty Thursday was a good night. got home around 1:10am and still go to class on time. xD
Oh and I got a new pair of glasses, well actually found and that I could see out of perfectly. So I feel pretty awesome right about now.
MY DAD'S GETTING OUT SOON! That's what I'm most excited about.

-School Wise-

Been working harder to achieve my goal by the time my dad gets out of Prison.
Ended up dropping a class and picking up another.
Taking Algebra2 the first Semester.

11.26.2009
So I'm Single and Lovin it.
Had A Great Tukeyy Dayy. "
Missing My Army Boyy.
Asked Him ON A Date When he gets back sometime next year. :[
He said yes.
Have a Physical Attraction to my girl's brother,& it's mutual. ;0
Had a Bangin weekend.
Saturdayy went to a B-Dayy Kick Back.
Shotgunned with a sexy Boyy.
Gettin back to those Original Roots.

-School-
Almost finished with 3classes.
Gettin on top of that game.
Yeahhh Buddayy. ;D
-Duces

11.30.2009
I've come to this conclusion now and again.
It's never changed, I've Just chosen to ignore it.
Maybe it's time to embrace it.
Something in me tells me I'm not Human.
But something different.
Your logic is that not one can be Content with
Being angry all the time.
But, You don't know me.
I've lived with anger my entire life.
I'm used to it.
And Over time I have grown to accept it.
The only thing I am guilty of it denying myself
of it's true nature.
You don't know what goes on in
the sick and twisted mind of myself.
If your so eager to know the "Person" I am
Here's a list:
-Psychopath
-Bi-Polar
-Bi-Sexual
-Short Tempered
-Insane
-Multiple Personality
-Obsessive Compulsive
-Dangerous
-Intelligent
-Vengeful
-Dark
-Malicious
-Bitch
-Offensive
-Rude
-Caring
-Stubborn
-Entertaining
-Foreign
-Observant
-ADHD
-Passionate
-Obscene
-Independent
&This list goes on.
Everything about me is far from normal.
But you wouldn't know that because you haven't seen it.
You think you know, But you have no Idea.
I am incapable of Loving just one person.
No one has even the slightest idea of
All the things that run through my mind
Yes, I am a happy person.
Yes, I am a sad person
Yes, I am a home wrecker
Yes, I am a creature of beauty
Yes, I know that most of you don't like/hate me
Yes, I can & do sing.;]
Yes, I do piss people off for my own amusement
Yes, I am an instigator
I know more things about life than you think.
I push people away to keep them safe.
Safe from the harm that I will cause them
It's Inevitable.
I see things people would NEVER believe.
I know things that NO person should know
I don't expect anything from anyone
I take FULL responsibility for my actions.
I surround myself with people that
enjoy me.

-I AM THE BEAST&THE HARLOTT-